His sometimes unrealistic, unfulfilled dreams, coupled with his idealism, means he can occasionally live in a little bit of a fantasy world. The resentment and the sensitivity to criticism work together. What comes to mind is when a reporter spoke French in front of him, and he snapped. He might have resented what the reporter was doing, and saw it as an insult when it may have been no such thing.
The passion, the ambition, the high goals, the sometimes unrealistic, unfulfilled dreams, and the idealism means he really believes in what he is doing. He truly believes he is trying to make things better.
I see no evidence of deceit. Just the opposite. This is an open, honest man. Unfortunately, he is right on the edge of thinking too much of himself and his own opinion.
Is his qualified to be a really good President? My opinion: no. The main reason? He lacks objectivity. He also wants to be impulsive, but it's held in check by his intelligence, his analytical ability and his emotional stability.
What he shows is that he is a good politician, and even a good leader. But for all his intelligence, he is not an intellectual who can coolly reflect on things.
I'm sure that Bush's handwriting has changed since 9-11. Since he now has great political power, I suspect the traits that indicate his pride and egotism have been intensified. He has shown himself to be a changed man, one who has gone from being a good old boy who said, if he lost the election, "life goes on," to one who now apparently believes God has chosen him to run the US.
To me, that shows his feelings have intensified his resentment, pride, egotism and self-confidence. This, I believe, is going to be a long-term problem.
May 19, 2003