We are not in a mega-awakening. I've said that before too. The mega-saeculum idea is bogus, and the evidence I have presented for astrology cycles is strong, to anyone who is not biased. That is not true of most people here though; most are biased against astrology.
But yes, you could say that, since I did experience an Awakening, that I feel it should not be forgotten, but should come to some kind of fruition. The Awakening was indicated by both astrology and by Turnings/Generations Theory. It is the most significant event of my life.
The 1T dream of the future is what you refer to. It extended back into your childhood, as the visions of tomorrow presented by General Motors at the 1939 New York World's Fair. That vision needed to be exposed as the fraud that it was. But it still had its results, good and bad. The fourth turning is here, and it's a different time from the Awakening. But that does not mean that the mega-cycle we are in is an unravelling. As I have proven quite abundantly here on this board, there is just no basis for such an idea. You don't need to use astrology to see that; it is evident from the facts, which simply don't fit the idea at all. So there's no basis for being "afraid" of more sadness. I have a better handle on what is to come than anyone else here. And that has been proven abundantly as well.Many of us others were just as deeply invested in the shiny high-tech Star Trek future, with spaceliners zipping between colonies, household energy too cheap to meter, and robots doing all the work. And have dealt with the massive disappointment of our dreams not coming true,for all our efforts to make it so. And, sadder but wiser, have set to trying to deal (some of us in old age!) with the future we're getting. So while I respect your assertion, I'm afraid you're in for more sadness, which one hopes does not spill over into bitterness.
Your friend,
The Grey Badger.
But if you do consult astrology, you get a different picture. On the one hand, living in a civilization that has some analogy to the Roman Empire is not all that comforting. But on the other hand, being nearer the start of that cycle than to its end, we don't have to think that the empire is about to unravel and fall, and we can understand that over the longer term a new spiritual awareness is growing, as it was in those times.